Thursday, June 18, 2020

Kulumayi

Kulumayi   
By Kanisha Shiv

      I lived with my grandparents during the first 6 years of my life. Why? I don’t know. But, what I do know is that I loved it there! Yes, I did hate a few people who lived there such as my aunt and uncle. My uncle was very strict and he kept telling me to brush my teeth properly, wash hands before eating and he expected me to do that EVERY day! And my aunt trie to steal my chubby cheeks and kept calling me “Kulumayi”. But seriously, what does that even mean!? 

         I was very spoiled, I would get whatever I want! I could cry for cake at 2 a.m, and get it.  Because of that, I would think of myself as powerful and superior! My grandpa always takes me to the sweet shop and the shopkeeper gives me whatever I point at, even he knew that I rule the world. Keep in mind I was only 3. 

Every day back from work, my grandpa used to buy fresh mangoes, snacks, sweets, etc …  I used to wait for him eagerly at the doorsteps with thousands of complaints about my uncle and aunt! The moment I get the first share of the delicious snacks, I forget about the complaints! Getting the first share always made me feel proud.

         But, all good things have an end. Everything changed for me when my grandpa took me to this big building packed with many people. They were all carrying backpacks and wearing green and white clothes.  At that moment I didn’t understand why they brought me to this place. My grandpa and I walked into the building to a strange room. My grandpa immediately started talking but, I just zoned out. My eyes wandered around the room, I looked and observed every single trophy. My eyes suddenly lit up! Grandpa was going to buy me a trophy! I was so excited and couldn’t stop fidgeting with my hands! I kept smiling and pointing to every single trophy I saw. After a few minutes, my grandpa and I walked out of the building, with a plastic bag.  I kept tugging at my grandpa’s sleeve so, that I could see what was in the bag, I was sure it was a trophy. 

      When I got into the car, I finally got a peek of what’s inside the bag. I saw the same green and white clothes and books. That’s when it hit me... I was going to school. I immediately broke down into tears. I sobbed all the way home.” How could they do this to me?”, I thought. I am a princess, not some typical nerd! Only nerds go to school! When we got home, I ran to my grandma and started sobbing into her saree. I pointed at my grandpa and the bag. My aunt and uncle came rushing to see what happened but quickly stopped when they saw that I was afraid of going to school. I could see a big smile and relief on their face. I guess they liked seeing me cry.

          I was mad at my grandparents the whole day but, I quickly forgot about it and brushed it off. The next day, my grandparents woke me at 8 a.m. I was surprised because I usually slept till 11 a.m! My aunty dressed me up in a green and white uniform and gave me a backpack stuffed with books.

“ Are you ready Kulumayi?!”, She said as she pinched my cheeks.

“Sure.”, I mumbled

  My uncle offered to drop me off. As we left the house, I scowled at my whole family. “This is all their fault,” I thought. By now, I bet you all know why I hated my aunt and uncle.

         As we drove to school, I  bit my nails, I was so worried and scared! But then, I spotted a candy shop! 

“Uncle, uncle, buy me candy!”, I shouted.

“ What?! No, we’re going to be late for school!”, He said as he fixed his eyes on the road.

I frowned and crossed my arms. Bad uncle.  If I came with my grandparents they would have got me the whole shop.  

    When I got to school, I tried to escape but I caught a glimpse of my uncle’s eyes and walked straight to my classroom. I sat down at my desk and gave everyone the death stare. I took out my notebook and pencil, I was ready for anything....or so I thought.  When the teacher walked in, the whole class froze. Why? I had no clue, after all, I was new.

I didn’t give up. Every day I came up with new ideas to skip school. "Grandma my tummy hurts", "I think I have a fever", "I lost my shoes", "I can't find my homework"! Most of the time my grandparents believed me but, the 2 villains, my uncle, and aunt always had to ruin everything.

Days passed by…..


“ Class, today we are going to take a spelling test.”

The whole class groaned.  I wonder why? Spelling tests aren’t that bad, right?

“ The first word will be, Vishvamitra”, she said as she read from the book.

I almost froze. Hold on, a 5-year-old can spell that? I picked up my pencil with my shaking hand and looked at everyone else. They looked as stressed as me but, they were able to figure it out! I looked at my paper and took a deep breath and scribbled what I knew.

“The second word will be Duryodhana”

At that very moment, I knew that this was going to be a VERY long day.

  Once I got home, I flopped onto the couch and groaned.  

“ Kulumayi, you still got homework to do”, my aunt exclaimed.

My frown turned into a bigger frown. I dragged my backpack across the floor as I stomped to an empty room. I took out my homework and drew a big sad face on it. 
After I was done with my homework, I threw my bag on my bed and rushed outside to play but, before I could put my shoes on-

“ Subashini! Don’t forget to go to your tuition! All your friends are going!”, my grandma yelled.

My eyes almost popped out. Is she serious? I don’t want to make my teacher mad but, if I want to play, I’m gonna have to make a few sacrifices. 

“ There’s no class today!”, I screamed.

“Really?”

“Uhhh YES!”, I lied.

“Okay”

I cheerfully jumped out of the house and went to play with my friends! I joyfully played with my friends but it only lasted for an hour. Out of nowhere, I saw my tuition teacher walking past my house. I freaked out and hid near the bushes. As she got closer I hid deeper and deeper into the bush but, out of nowhere our eyes met.

She cheerfully smiled and said, “Suba! Are you playing hide and seek?!”

I wanted to say, “No, I’m hiding from you” but, I stopped myself. Instead, I said, “Yes”.

“ Oh! I love that game! Don’t forget to come to the tuition class!”, She yelled loudly.

I slowly nodded and after she left, I saw my grandma standing in front of the porch shaking her head. She handed me my backpack, and before long I was at the tuition class. I spent 2 hours listening to teachers’ lectures waiting for the class to end. And, it finally did. I let out a sigh of relief and skipped all the way home. 

        When I got home, I felt as if I was melting. I was happy though.

“Today will be my last day of school.”, I told myself.


    On Wednesday, as usual, I went to school. But, something was different! There was a new student in the class! But, he looked different. He wasn’t wearing a uniform, he was wearing ragged clothes. His hair was messy and he looked like he had been working on a farm all day. I sat next to him just to get to know him better.

“ What is your name?”, I whispered.

“ I’m Ravi”, he whispered back.

“ Why aren’t you wearing a uniform? ”, I asked.

“ My family isn’t wealthy and I really want to learn! I have no one to get me ready. Both of my parents work and saved enough for me to go to school! I’m so happy and excited!”, he exclaimed.

At that moment I felt guilt sink into me. When I got home I thought about what he said.  That’s when I realized I was taking everything for granted.  I moan to go to school but, another kid craves to go to school. I needed to change.

 So, the next day when my aunt dressed me I kissed her and when my uncle dropped me to school I waved to him with a big smile on my face, I did not moan or groan. I listened to the teachers and always had a smile on my face. Never take anything for granted.

                              The End.









Saturday, March 28, 2020

UNKNOWN

UNKNOWN
By Kanisha Shiv

    I was just chilling on my bed with my laptop when I heard a ding. I ignored it and kept chatting with my friends on Hangouts. I didn’t worry about it much until I realized how late it was getting and decided to wrap up my conversation on hangouts. As soon as I wrapped up the conversation I decided to check out the “ding” thing. I went to the Invitations options and to my surprise, I had an invitation! 
 The only problem was I didn’t know who it was from. 

“Vanessa Ngyuen”, I murmured.
   
 I honestly had no clue what to do. Should I accept the invitation? Should I not? It won’t hurt if I did. They probably sent an invitation to the wrong person. I’ll ask them a few questions and then leave the chat or block them. I hesitated for a moment then, I hit accept. 

“Hi”, I typed.

I got an immediate answer.

“Hi”, she replied.

“ Who are you?”, I texted.

“ I’m Venessa, and you are Sarah ?”, She wrote.

I froze. How did she know my name? I was about to leave the conversation and block her but, I realized that under my texts you could see my name. My hand still shanking I texted her a lie.

“No, that’s my friend. I’m using her account. My name is Chole.”

“Oh okay.”, she texted satisfied.

“ So how old are you and what state do you live in?”, I asked.

“ I’m 15 and I live in Texas.” 

Texas? And she’s 15? That’s way older than I am. 

“ Cool. I live in New Jersey and I’m 11.”, I replied.

The moment I hit send I regretted it soo much.

“ Now she knows where you live and how old you are!”, I scolded myself.

Now she was probably confident that she could kidnap me because I was a helpless kid who’s only 11. Maybe she’d even bring a gang. What if she starts stalking me. Her name might not even be Vanessa! She might not even live in Texas! I closed my eyes and tried to end the conversation.

“ Cool, you wanna be friends?”, she wrote.

I was silent. 

“ Are you a kidnapper?”, I replied, anxious to get an answer.

“ No! Not at all! Do you want to join me on a video call? You can show me around your house!”, she wrote.

At that moment I knew that she was up to something. I firmly replied NO, and then blocked her and left the conversation. I closed my laptop and let my head sink into a pillow. If that girl wanted to see my house, I was in danger. I ran downstairs and told my parents. Both of them were left speechless. They told me not to worry about it for now.  
        
 I ran back upstairs and told one of my friends about it. She was left speechless and wanted me to call the FBI! She kept going on and on about what she would do if something happened to me. And that’s when I realized how much people care and how much people dare. Vanessa dared to invite me to a chat and my parents and friends cared about it. I’ll never know what would have happened if I was on that Video Call but, what I do know is, you can never trust anyone.

Wednesday, January 8, 2020

The Man In The Moon

The Man In The Moon
 By Kanisha Shiv

When the man in the moon looks down
He frowns in pain
How could a tiny little world be soo vain
A world that is blue and green 
One that is thought to be clean
But instead, make a scene
The man in the moon 
Watches little human hands 
Burn downlands
Little human brains 
That create hurricanes
Littles human eyes
That speak lies
Little human mouths
That always pout
Little human noses
That no more smell roses
He watches a little world turn insane
He knows it won’t be long 
Till that planet burns down
He knows it won’t be long till
We’re all gone
But, he will be wrong
Out of nowhere will come the dawn of hope
A little miracle will be born the slope
He will plant flowers and mindful towers
He will bring the world to peace and ease
The world shall fall to its knees
The little miracle will take broken hands and create lands
He will wash away brains that create hurricanes
He once again will make us see colors
He will make little noses once again smell roses
He makes mouths talk it out
He once again makes Earth feel like it’s worth
He will make humans see that all for one is worth
Then the man in the moon will look down and smile 
To see that he was wrong all along

Friday, June 7, 2019

My Moment

  My Moment
                                                                                            By: Kanisha Shiv





       What if I make a mistake? What if I fall off the risers? What if I did something weird?  What if I did something wrong on one of the biggest stages in the world? All of those thoughts are like never ending waves crashing into me! I have to admit, I am scared. 

        Performing at Carnegie Hall isn’t an easy thing, especially when it's your first time!  To perform at Carnegie Hall you had to trust yourself, you had to know yourself. But, I can’t even trust my hands! I’m still trying to find my strengths and weaknesses!  I look at the other kids who were performing too. They are all swirling around with excitement and laughter except, some kids who were unsure just like me!  They are all jumping around in their little black and white dresses and suits. I could feel joy inside the room as it flows into us except me, who seems to have a big bubble blocking out all the drama. There were kids from all around the world! I am from " Rise Up Chorus" but, that didn’t matter now, together we are The National Kids Choir! 

          Right now, we are in the Waiting Room, waiting to be called down to perform. The waiting room is plain old white with some carvings on it, has some paintings, and some chairs around the corner.  To be honest, I didn’t want them to call us down!  I’m pretty sure I was not going to live to tell the tale! I start drinking a lot of water, I didn’t want my voice to crack and trail off!  That usually happens when I ‘m on stage! 
  
“ Alright guys, I think their gonna call us down soon so, finish up your snacks!”, reassured Mrs. M ( Rise Up Chorus’s director).  

I look at Mrs. M walking around in her flowery dress with a smile on her face. I could see no hints of nervousness on her face, though. Her high heels click as she walks around spreading the excitement. We quickly finish our snacks and sit motionless well, at least me. I couldn’t think of anything else than fainting when I got up on stage! 
  “  Okay guys, Mr. Lec is setting up the stage right now and the chairs are filling up pretty fast! Soon, we’ll be called down! “, exclaims Olivia  ( Mr.Lec’s assistant)

   Mr. Lec or Henry Lec the director of the National Kids Choir was getting the stage ready, we must be going down really soon. We gather around  Olivia as she gave us more information. Soon, her twinkling green eyes were fixed on to us.

“ You guys have worked so hard on this! Two whole months of training! This is your moment, give it all you got!  “ 

 When I heard those words I wanted to just fade away!  Give it all I got?  Probably not!  But, it was true that we trained 2 whole months for this!  So, I guess if I didn’t give my best those 2 months would be useless! Then, at the corner of my eye, I saw Mr. Lec walk in! He looks at us with his liquid blue eyes. My heart was racing soo fast, I almost got a heart attack! 

“ It’s almost time for your big moment guys! Gather around!”  , Mr. Lec says.
         
   As we gather around Mr. Lec, I start to feel uneasy. There are thousands of butterflies in my stomach, trying to fly their way out. After our little gather around, Mr. Lec leaves us with panicked minds. I went back to my seat and sit motionless, again. After a few minutes, I caught a glimpse of one of the backstage workers sneaking in.
      “ It’s time.”, he whispers to Olivia with a clenched smile.

It was time! It was time for our moment! 

“ It’s time for your big moment guys!”, exclaims Olivia.

       As we started lining up,  I look at our choir teacher( Mrs. M), and gave her an uneasy look but, she just smiles and fades away as her blonde hair waved like beachy waves. Usually, she understands what I mean but, I guess she didn’t this time. I feel like I was going to throw up! I swear that I could feel a big lump in my throat. Why did I agree to do this??? I get into line and took a deep breath, this might not be that bad!  In a second, we are out of the Waiting Room, on our way to the stage. My heart was heavy and full of random thoughts. I was in a moment the eye could not see. 

    As I walk onto the stage I saw an ocean full of people!  There was an unimaginable crowd!  As I got onto the risers I could feel the color draining from my face! My mouth was dry, even after drinking all of that water!!! I wish that the lights would grow a little less bright but, it didn’t!  The lights are pouring into me like never ending rain. There are beautiful carvings on the walls, each having their own little story. The bright red room stares at me. There are bright red chairs and voices that echo the room. The stage is sooooo big! I bet they could fit thousands of full-grown elephants in there! I look around, I could see thousands of beady little eyes staring at me!   I give them a “DON’T JUDGE ME!!!“  type of smile, unfortunately, it doesn’t help. I slowly got on the risers resisting not to fall down right on my face! 
  
    Then, I see Mr. Lec walk up onto the stage, with his black suit and a bright red tie, his blonde hair shined in the bright light. He gives a page long speech which I kinda enjoy! At this point, I would enjoy anything that would delay our performance! Soon, I hear music echo the room, then it starts flowing into me! It was taking control of me! I start forgetting about all of my worries! I start tapping my foot to the beat, and before I knew it, I was singing! As I start to sing my butterflies finally find a way out! 
   
 I never want this to end!!! The moment that I  was scared for was now, hanging on to me begging not to be lost. But, everything has to come to an end, and so did my moment! I took one last look at Carnegie Hall before I exited the stage. The whole audience was on their feet clapping like wild animals on the loose!  We deserved it! 

“ Bye Carnegie Hall!” , I scream as we exited off the stage. 

As I make my way to the waiting room, I feel a wave of pride rush over me! We sang seven songs and I never fell off the risers on any of them!  My heart was light but, still beating a billion miles per minute!  I ‘m proud of myself! Not, for not falling off the risers but, for facing my worst fear! I didn’t know why I was scared? As I enter the Waiting Room I see my mom with her long beachy dress waving at me. Next, to her is my dad and my sister, they are grinning at me wildly! They were apart of the audience too!  I run to them and give them a big hug! 

“  We're so proud of you! “, they both exclaim with joy. 

I could see a glimpse of pride in both of their eyes. I look at my sister who is carrying a small bag covered with flowers. 

“ This is for you”, she says shyly.  

I open the bag, inside I see a bouquet of flowers and a small magnet! I took the magnet out, there is a picture of Carnegie Hall on it!  It was a souvenir! I loved it!
“ Thank you sooo much!” , I exclaim. 

As I say my last goodbyes to Carnegie Hall, I knew this was a day I would never forget!